Why do you haunt me, why do you loom over me everytime. I try to be happy, i try to have fun, i try to live life to the fullest, but it seems the moment you see me getting better, you just drench me like a heavy rain and i never seem to have an umbrella to repel you. You make me feel worthless, insecure, useless. Do you enjoy seeing me like this?? And when i get like this, i have no one to turn to cause you turn everyone against me in my head, you make me feel so lonely and and then you drown me in you. Do you enjoying seeing me suffer and cutting myself?? Do you enjoy seeing me crying all alone at night?? Do you enjoy seeing me asking myself if i should just end it all? Well do you?
I’ll be waiting for your reply.